life is one, big and impossible misson.
i'll tell you why. x___x''
-i feel like zombie kukuku-
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mission no.1
it was heineken opener fesival. it's...hard to imagine how crowd can be dangerous to your life.
i wanted to see kings of leon so freakin badly.
i had to force in the huge crowd to be near the stage. between me and one of my favourite band were only 3 heads. only 3 heads divides.
but to be there i had to wait through 2 gigs. it was ostr, who i really can't stand! but unbelievably i've survived. i cannot tell you how.
i've waited one hour and finally lilly allen came onto stage. her show was ermmm. ok i think. it wasn't as fuckin bad as ostr, but i don't like her actually. not my type.
after lilly allen, the corwd gone crazy. they were pressing me so badly that i couldn't take a breath. i couldn't move my arms when i've wanted to take out my cell of my backpack. i was sweating so much, people next to me were sweating too. i could feel their sweat on my back, shoulder or arms. i thought i'm going to die very soon.
i've waited in this morass 2 hours for kol. when they finally came on the stage i was sooo freakin happy! i was dreaming about this moment for so long. i've heard caleb's voise and it felt like heaven. i was so close to them!
but...this stupid crowd started dancing pogo. ok, but not in that squeeze! we were inertly struggling. next, my backpack went to pieces and all of my stuff fell out. by a miracle i've dived and tryed to grab them. but it was impossible. i've grabbed my blouse and mp4 player and the i've heard someone's voice:
-girl, leave your bag! save your life!
and i've fainted.
when i woke up i was...flying. the crowd was carrying me on their hands! after a moment i was in bodyguard's arms. they've kicked me out.
i've lost 2 cell phones, wallet with it's content and a gig of my dreams. of my kings of leon. ok, ok. i've heard all of the songs and watched them on these huge screens but it wasn't the same. especially whe i was so fucikn close to them.
next i was on the placebo's gig and it was really great but i was haloding myself far from the distance of this crazy crowd.
to be honest opener was...really great, but some kind of tragic to me. i've met hundreds of brilliant people who helped me by lending me their phones or just hugging me. TTwTT
oh, after kings of leon, i met a sweet group of free hugs activists and i joined them. it was a great fun~! with them i forgot about it's all.
and one more thing! i had a meeting with
~!
i wish we could talk more coz when we've finally found ourselves she had to go after half an hour. i hope we'll see soon~!
mission no.2
when i've came home after a long, 8 hours drvie i...got sick. i had a high fever and cannot go outside for almost two weeks!
lucky me...
mission no.3
this mission starts tommorow. i'm going to my grandma on tuesday, stay there 5 days and next, on saturday i'm going to the mountains for two weeks.
= 3 weeks without my lovely computer, dA and without you~!
it's horrible!
wish me luck...i must survive it.
oh, i hope you'll read this all.
if it's too long, srry~!
My friends
Artists from Poland:
Great Artists:
Funclub
sorry for my english!
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-EDIT-
look! it's the truth of opener! --->
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----kiriban + tag-----
Pirate
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Daily Needs
Distracted
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But it means I won't be on dA for two weeks again...>,< Bye guys~! 
